Thursday, October 8, 2009

maybe i know somewhere

deep in my soul, that love never lasts.

the fact that i have the power to totally break someone makes me sick.
whatever this is that's happening right now,
i'm not sure i want it anymore.
i'm not afraid of falling,
i'm not afraid of loving,
i'm just afraid.
afraid i might not live up to your expectations,
afraid you'll get bored of me, sick of me, tired of me.
everything that you said to me
keeps replaying in my mind.

i've always had a hard time living in the moment
and enjoying what i have right now.
i'm always wanting more.

one day you might love me,
and one day you might stop loving me,
i'm not sure i can go through that again.

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