the most romantic thing you've ever done

is buy me a heart shaped weed lollipop

thank you so much.

you're sweet, i guess.

blehhh

i fucking hate this.

now it's gonna take another 6 months to get better again.

i really do not like the month of february

for various reasons, almost all having to do with you.

p.s. today was our first date.

why can't anything ever fucking end on MY terms?

i was ready to let you go, twice,

but you kept pulling me in,

convincing me that this would work out.

i told you i would rather be alone on valentines day

than think we were doing something and get disappointed.

i shouldn't have expected you to follow through,

cause in the end you disappointed me, again.

well, that's the last time.

happy valentines day.