you'll never know i'm after you

so, i think i kinda might maybe like you, possibly.

goodbye summer :]

i had a pretty fantastic summer.

went to laughlin, vegas & june lake,

did summer school and totally OWNED that shit up,

met the cutest boy ever who asked me to the beach...

but still hasn't said when lol.

not gonna worry about that but i did a complete 180

and i'm really proud of myself.

i now know who i need in my life

and who i don't,

because i did all of this without you,

and you and you and you,

so see ya :]

you're mostly what i think about.

i keep thinking about what you said about love that one time in class.

oh my god tonight was so,

i don't even know but i can't help but laugh at the ridiculousness of it.

SHIT.

tell it to the volcano.

i wish we could both stop being so proud

because i'd really like to share things with you again.

mine.

i said something really odd the other day.

my step brother was telling a story about you

and how your friend shot some squirrel or something,

i don't even remember exactly,

but all the while he was telling it,

i had no idea who he was talking about.

your name sounded so strange on his tongue.

he kept going on, assuming i knew what he was talking about.

he realized by the confused look on my face that i didn't,

then i said "my robert?"

and right when i said that, my brain was like wtf.