hi, i don't want you anymore :]

but i know what i do want,

and it's nothing short of amazing.

i like tricking myself into things, i've noticed.

like how i always shoo away that bad feeling,

thinking i'm just being silly,

like someone else knows what's better for me,

and they're always wrong,

and i'm wrong for not just sticking with my gut feeling.

back and forth,

up and down,

when will it end?

i'm not sure, but hopefully soon.

do you believe in signs? i do.

1 more day.