nothing's worse than waking up on a fold out couch
with a voicemail from your dad saying everyone is concerned with your behavior.
my. behavior.
hmm.
i didn't want to come home this morning,
or afternoon i guess i should say.
"if you don't want to follow their rules then you can move out"
where the fuck.
i've waited all day to discuss my behavior with my grandparents.
my not-going-to-school, not-working, staying-out-late, sleeping-odd-hours behavior.
1. this has been my best semester out of my 4 years at moorpark.
2. i would love to have a job, i have tried to find a job, but i feel if i had a job i'd stop going to school. school is more important to me.
3. i never go out. ever. i'm not sure when exactly i'm staying out late, if i'm always home.
4. as long as i'm going to school i don't see why me sleeping during the day matters.
yes, i went out at midnight last night to melia's.
i left a note, i left her cell number, i told them to call me if they were worried or whatever.
so i get a call from my dad, not them, that they're worried and concerned.
i'm not following the rules.
i apologize for complaining/ranting.
i've just been waiting all fucking day to say these things
but no one has been home all day.
and they didn't even leave a note.
i left a note.
i know they're concern is all out of love
and i love them to death,
i just wish they'd let me be and let me learn.
my parents freak out about everything.
ReplyDeletei'm 21 and have a curfew of 1am :[
so i know how frustrating it could be...i just wish they'd let me learn, too.
yea they're just really old fashioned so it's difficult living with them sometimes. and it's weird because it seems like the older i've got the more strict they are. i'm gonna go talk to them right now :/ im nervous.
ReplyDeleteaww, yeah exactly the same with my parents.
ReplyDeletehow did it go?
it was okay. nothing really changed, they just said they worry because they love me and that i need to ask permission to do anything, which bugs me. they made good points, i just wish they'd see that i am trying. oh btw, i was looking on craigslist last night and i saw an ad for many mansions so i sent my resume. i sent it to somewhere else too and i have an interview on wednesday. many mansions hasn't called me back yet but yea haha.
ReplyDeleteomg yeah i forgot to tell you. i REALLY hope they call you and give you an interview. the interview process is pretty extensive but IF you do get it, say that you know me, during the interview. they'll ask you how you heard about them and say ME. cause i've already said that my friend was interested in the position and i said all these good things. it was about denise, but she can't take the position cause of school and you're more qualified for it anyway haha. so it doesnt matter, they wont know which friend i meant.
ReplyDeleteanyway the position its for is my position. not MINE but the same one as mine so if you get it WE WILL BE WORKING TOGETHER :D :D ahhh i'm crossing my fingers so much for you haha.
oh okay yea :] they haven't called me back yet but i really really hope they do. i need a job ahhh.
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